One person gives the pain -Sadist
One person receives pain - masochist
simple right?
Everyone has a dark side Everyone
Do you ever think that people who are conflicted and confused use their own form of sadomasochism in a different way, like with their hearts.
**To pick and be with a person who puts your heart through pain and turmoil, just to take them back again.
Maybe they get a rush from the tears, the pain, then the kisses and the intimacy that follow. it let's them know that they can feel.
**To pick and be with a person who you know you can put through pain and turmoil, just to come crawling back saying you are sorry.
Maybe you get a rush from the tension and anxiety that leads up to that moment.
conflicted people are a funny thing.
People get judged for dressing in black, stepping on a stage and getting tied up, whipped, or poked and prodded with sharp objects...
But the truth is...they know themselves, they don't hide, pretending that they don't enjoy the pain. They get judged for being real.
People look in disbelief saying they don't understand, then they go home to their mind-numbing twisted relationship, all the while ignorant to what is real and evident in their own life.
They enjoy the pain in getting hurt.
They enjoy hurting the ones they love.
how else will they get excitement in their straight- laced life?
I have been spending a lot of time by myself lately.
But I gotten out of touch with myself
As if my body is on a parallel plain
meditation is hard for me these days
but even I can spot and recognize classic signs of the s&m minds
if only these people knew what it would feel like to be free.
No comments:
Post a Comment